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I just sit here wondering...

does anyone else feel like I do? Not sad, mad, angry, happy..not anything. I just watched the game as I always do. Quietly with my dog in my apartment, observing....and then it's over. I don't know what I feel. Honestly, I love and hate the fact that a baseball team can grab my emotions in a way that is scary to me. But right now, those emotions aren't there to grasp.

I blame no single person. When you watch the rays, they play as a team. They do all the little things that we did all year (most of the year). It is so obvious to me how we didn't play as a team. I cheered for nine individuals tonight. When one failed, i moved my focus to the next. That is tell-tale right there. It was tough. I don't know what to feel. Does anyone have anything to hold on to? Please enlighten me...I am a bit confused.

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